爱情是不公平

走了那么远 发现你不在身边 独自走过了什么自己都不了解 未来的蓝图应该有你 不该只剩叹气 只是偶尔泪流不停 坚强的理由只是自己骗自己 你眼中的恐惧 说什么都多余 付出的一切值不值得永远不会有答案 只有天知道我有多么爱你 一颗心属于一个人 在爱情里什么算公平 爱的深也伤得深 是不是罪灭了自己 一颗心属于我自己 爱情里找不到公平 而当你最后选择了逃避 我学会不公平 本来就不公平

Chloe：在三个人的爱情世界里 总有一个人会受伤 三个人从不对等 总有个人必须牺牲 而我选择用原谅去面对他 恨一个人是辛苦的

can't sleep at the night !

can't sleep .. so on my laptop and blogging.. dunno y can't sleep.. lying down for a long hours d.. aikss.. my mind can't be empty nia..keep thinking of something.. dun have to rest eh u - i mean my brain..hee
he msg me jus now around 1 something - asked me wat i wanna noe..=.= siao ! i did not want to noe anything also..should be wat he wanna tell me ma.. aikss.. APA LA~ blur nia...i also dun wanna talk so much to him so jus switch off my phone. give me sometime ba..i noe he realize that i treat him so cool.. but i really cannot forgive him right now..i am still angry on wat he had done to me..is so hurt. BUT i noe that i will forgive him soon..coz i am not really angry on him also.. aikss..stupid huh~ coz actually is not his wrong...LOVE IS BLIND ~ he dunno wat he want also..and i should not gave him the chance to hurt me for the second time..my wrong actually !!

chloe: 你终于知道你要的是什么了 答应我 好好地爱她 好好地对她 不要再让她伤心流泪 我相信你已学会珍 惜- 这样我的离开才是值得的！！

End of today ~

I was in btw of dunno wanna go to c him or not to goin.. but finally he dint msg me at all.. the person who ask me to out for listen his explanation is him.. the person who dint out also him.. what he want i really dunno..SWT ~ mayb is good also not to c him.. coz i really dunno how to face him.. and i dunno wat to talk to him also..just to listen for his feeling ? (how much he love that girl)i dun wan to noe.. let him noe my feeling ? wat for ? it is not important anymore..and he wont care..better just throw it away (the stupid feeling)....YOU - GO AWAY FROM ME !!!!

chloe: end of today.. have a rest ba.. i am tired..night!

ish~

went greenbox wit my babe (adelyn)jus now..around 1pm.. i dint sing much songs today coz something was happened.. i received his calls and msg (but i dint answered and replied) but i replied at the end =.= he asked me y din answer him..he asked me is it dun wanna contact wit him anymore.. haiz.. myself also dunno actually.. i decided not to continue contact wit him but i will always shake my mind..aiksss.. bodoh ~ he tell me that he hope i will understand wat ever he had done.. (actually i do just feel unfair to myself) but love is always unfair~
i decided to c him on to9 later.. he goin to let me understand..(i was worry i cannot accept wat he say later) how should i goin to response later ? wat reaction should i give him ? (i think i noe wat he goin to tell me) worrying~
i hope i will feel better after listen for his explanation but..how love can be explain? haiz! dun think so much.. let him go ~ although i still love him so much ~ this is what i can do right now...jus bcoz he do not love me anymore!

chloe：再见了- 皓 （i have to）虽然会难过 虽然会流泪 虽然不舍得- 是玩笑还是考验我们缘分那么浅（老天跟我开了个很大的玩笑）

祝他们幸福。。

今天看到了一个不知应该看还是不应该看的video 他为了挽留他前女友做的 好感动哦 是关于他们的故事 我终于明白了 我看到了他对她的爱 我不怪他 我明白三个人总有一个会被牺牲（那就是我） 爱情是不公平的 爱情是自私的 你走吧 我会好好的过（不用担心）http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxWmgAWkaEU

chloe: 我爱你 所以我希望你幸福 我看见了 你们是幸福的

我不爱了～

我想我并不聪明 我没有你的机灵 在爱情变质之前我没反应 没察觉你的表情 你知道我不聪明 所以才选择放弃 放弃去猜你每一个反应 去猜你是否变心 放弃你 放弃爱情 放弃了所有权利 连自己都知道这不公平 放弃你 放弃自己 放弃了爱的权利 放弃你等于放弃我自己 你知道我不聪明 所以我选择放弃 放弃去猜该如何留住你 放弃了所有回忆。。

chloe：我该醒来了 我该放弃了 我已经被伤得没有力气了 我累了 我不爱了- 说不爱就真的能不爱吗? 说放就真的能放吗？ 付出的感情收不回 再美的爱情回忆里待续

最好的结局

传闻你和她的相遇是多么美丽 而我的存在是多余 听了太多也累了 我们之间也晚了 别再继续纠缠不清 我不能放弃自己去讨好你 那不是我自己 如果你爱她 就别再错下去 我不像你相象中的那么脆弱 分手已成了定局 在她发现之前忘了你 就为了我的命运 就为了你的决定 就请别让她哭泣 分离已是最好的结局

chloe：如果你爱她 我愿意退出 爱无发强求 你回去吧～ 我累了