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went greenbox wit my babe (adelyn)jus now..around 1pm.. i dint sing much songs today coz something was happened.. i received his calls and msg (but i dint answered and replied) but i replied at the end =.= he asked me y din answer him..he asked me is it dun wanna contact wit him anymore.. haiz.. myself also dunno actually.. i decided not to continue contact wit him but i will always shake my mind..aiksss.. bodoh ~ he tell me that he hope i will understand wat ever he had done.. (actually i do just feel unfair to myself) but love is always unfair~
i decided to c him on to9 later.. he goin to let me understand..(i was worry i cannot accept wat he say later) how should i goin to response later ? wat reaction should i give him ? (i think i noe wat he goin to tell me) worrying~
i hope i will feel better after listen for his explanation but..how love can be explain? haiz! dun think so much.. let him go ~ although i still love him so much ~ this is what i can do right now...jus bcoz he do not love me anymore!

chloe：再见了- 皓 （i have to）虽然会难过 虽然会流泪 虽然不舍得- 是玩笑还是考验我们缘分那么浅（老天跟我开了个很大的玩笑）